hola, muchachos. welcome to the little piece of world that I call my own :)

well. MOV DC tomorrow. I'd be hyped if I didn't have a goddamn sore throat from all the yelling. and I want to kill Chu Qing Hao. I nearly got screwed for something that was meant to be a private class thing and was blown public by mr ass-brain. Thankfully the person was nice and said she didn't mind. and wan qian's a nice guy too. please, think before your idiocy, if you're still capable of doing that.

I've just been thinking about my life. I have no idea what I want to do with it. All my ventures hath failed. Writing fail. Work fail. Plans fail. Everything I do just doesn't seem to FUCKING WORK OUT. please tell me what to do. I just can't seem to find any direction. I'm so tired. just so tired. God help me.

I can't get myself to work. even at this crucial time when what I need most is MOTIVATION I just can't seem to find it. I can't. I'm lost. and I can't find a way out.

damn it. sometimes I think I'm just an abject failure who can't do anything but whine about stuff. which is probably true.

fuck my life.
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