so sunday was the best day of my life this year. Making new friends, catching up with old ones. What more could I ask for? but it made me think a lot as well. What happens after we turn 18 and we go our separate ways? will we ever see each other again? I can't imagine life without you now, just like I couldn't imagine life with you. I really hope we won't just forget each other and walk off to disparate corners of the globe. Maybe someday we will meet in a corner cafe in Johannesburg and we will sit there and fall in love all over again.
thanks a lot. you know why I don't talk to you these days? because the first fucking thing you do when you come home is scold me. how long has it been since you last praised me? ages. Every day, every single fucking word i say just results in me getting scolded. so what's the point in fucking talking to you when I'm just going to get scolded? Fuck my life. And fuck you.
fuck this lah. Let me pose a question to you. If there are 2 boys, 1 in a few leadership positions already but his only failing is excessive latecoming, the other in no leadership positions but already nearly had police action threatened against him, who would you pick to be a leader? Obviously the 1st one. Now why is it that the school can't fucking seem to see this? It's annoying, it's stupid, and it just shows downright laziness on the part of the school. Yes, I have been late. So? Lee Kuan Yew was late. A thousand great people before me have been late. And it's not like I'm not trying to change. What about _____________? What does he have? A close brush with the law? For God's sake, he nearly got arrested for molesting a teacher. Which offence is more serious? Latecoming or molest? And has he changed? No! He's still as perverse as ever. Now why did HE get in and not me? It's fucking unfair that this happens. Someday I'll just decide to stop trying.